Songs from day 1.

Day 1 of 2014. Sitting here with my tablet. Reliant K coming through the headphones singing Who I am Hates Who I've Been. Ain't that the truth. I'm ready to become a model of Christ. Empty Me by Chris Sligh now. That is such a necessity. I need to rid myself of the rottenness that is my flesh. Rid myself of then pride and selfishness. I heard the term wannabe tonight. That is me in a nutshell. I wanna be a leader of men. I want to bring the lost to Christ. I want to die to myself, so that I can live in Christ. I am hoping a book on fear and reading Scripture brings me back to center. Now Sweetly Broken. I am broken. I have been broken by the hands of The Great Artist. I am ready to be put back together, but not like as I was before. I would like the cracks to be visible, but I would also like the others to see what God has made. The New Creation that is Mark Rodela. Need You Now by Plumb. I need Him so bad right now. "I want to believe there's meaning here.". "Wondering how I got to where I am. Trying to hear that still small voice. Trying to hear above the noise. God I need you now. How many times have you heard me cry out. How many times have you given me the strength to keep breathing". As for Me and My House" by John Waller. We must choose THIS DAY who we will serve. I choose to bow to Christ and only serve the Lord. I'm done with powerless religion and living in deception. I am greatful to God and His grace that will take me back. Holiness by Sonic Flood. Holiness is what I long for and what I need. Take my life. Restore it. Take my heart and form it. Take my mind and transform it. Take my will and conform it to yours Lord. I love you.